The 52 Project – a portrait series of my daughter, once a week, every week, in 2013
Rylee and I spent the day last week with my friend, and uber talented photographer, Jackie Wonders. We took some photos around our house for a special feature we are working on….but I thought I’d share a few of the outtakes here, to include in my 52 Project.
Sam and I were gone for only a few days and I swear Rylee looked even older when we returned. The trip was a ton of fun, but without a baby to take care of or an email to check….I didn’t know what to do with myself. I am so used to being productive with every spare minute of my day, that when I am given the opportunity to turn that off and just relax….it really is a challenge. I know that sounds silly, but it’s the truth. I’ve trained myself over the last year to be more efficient with my time and to constantly be marking things off of my checklist. So when I tell myself to throw that checklist out the window, it’s almost impossible. Which makes me think maybe I need more vacations like this one so I can learn how to really relax! Regardless….I did the best I could at leaving it at all the door and enjoying this alone time I had with Sam. It doesn’t come often! Let me tell you, 4 nights kid-free with your husband does wonders for the relationship!! Of course, we couldn’t forget about our Rylee.
I’m not sure exactly when it happened, but when I look at her, I don’t see my baby anymore…..but a little girl. Her hair is finally coming in and she is practically talking in sentences. Sometimes I am still shocked this little person came out of me. I always thought I’d enjoy her older years better than the baby stage. And with each passing day, that thought is confirmed. I love watching her learn new things and seeing more of her personality shine through. There are days when I still miss her tininess, but the joy I find in watching her grow is so much greater.